Sunday, March 25, 2012

The Situation

I feel horrible that I did not expose Wickham when I had the chance. Now Lydia's immaturity has put the entire families reputation at risk. I do not understand what she was thinking, she does not know anything about him. If only she knew that he is a no-good scoundrel just searching for money. I am just happy that Georgiana is not in this situation.

Miss Bingley

I do not appreciate your rude comments towards Elizabeth. She is a very wonderful lady, and without a doubt, one of the most handsome in my acquaintance. If you are jealous of my love towards her, I am sorry for you. My feelings will not change, no matter what insults you speak. You must find a different man, because I am not the one for you.

WHY??

Oh the stupidity! Why did I not tell the whole world about Wickham and his intentions! I knew he would do something like this, just not someone this close to Elizabeth. Lydia is at fault to, she is too young for marriage, and her mind is still immensly immature. However, she does not know Wickham is doing this for money, not love. I have to fix this...and I think I know how to....

Delighted

I was delighted to discover, upon arriving home, that a beautiful young lady, Elizabeth, was touring my house with her aunt and uncle. This was perfect timing because this way she can meet my sister, Georgiana. They have very much in common, young, pretty, both are talented pianists. I do believe it will be an unbreakable friendship between these two. Perhaps, that will incline Elizabeth to rethink her response to my proposal.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Second Thoughts

I am glad to see that my letter, explaining all of my intentions quite clearly, has changed Elizabeth's animosity towards me. If she only new the true story from the start, we would be married by now, without a doubt. She is finally beginning to realize how I am not the monster that her mother thinks I am. Mrs. Bennet has show utmost prejudice towards myself for comments that were imprudently stated long ago. I am excited to see where my future with Elizabeth goes.

My neck of the woods

I have heard that my love, Elizabeth is coming quite near to my house. I do hope she goes inside to see all of my success. She would be extremely impressed with all of my superfluous items. I am quite proud of them myself, matter of fact. She would no doubt re-think her refusal of my proposal after seeing where she can live.

Wickham

I have come to discover that my dear Elizabeth decided not to expose Wickham publicly for lying about his misfortunes. Of course it is her own decision, but I do wish for the world to hear the story about Wickham that paints me in a very respectable light. I would not do such a thing that Wickham accuses me of, for I am not full of malice. He deserves to be a lowly foot-soldier for trying to bewitch my Elizabeth. I do believe she is starting to fall in love with me.

Summer

I believe it would be unwise for the Bennet girls to spend the summer in Brighton. Mainly because of the lying fool Wickham, who has constantly tried to deceive Elizabeth. She now knows the truth, but it is still unhealthy for her to be around him. I am also unsure about his intentions for the other Bennet sisters. He might try to pull something like he did with my very own sister.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Her

I cannot stop thinking about her. Love is a cruel thing, one cannot control it, hide it, and do away with it. Of all the people I could fall in love with, Elizabeth had to be the one. I wish I did not love her, for she has hurt me very much over the months we have been together. I do not believe she is malicious, only that I am not good enough for someone like her.  #Ihatemylife

Elizabeth

I do not understand, why Lizzie is so difficult. I have never, in my life, had this much trouble with a woman. She rejects every move I make to further our relationship. In the past, women have practically proposed to me! She must have created some form of prejudice against me, and that must be why I love her. It ill not be long though, soon she shall fall victim to my charm, swag, and gorgeous locks.

Lady Catherine

I must apologize, dear Elizabeth, for my aunts imprudent actions last night. I do not believe she made such comments on purpose, however she can be a little haughty at times. As for the piano, I do believe that you are one of the best I have listened to. You should meet my sister Georgiana; she too is an avid pianist. I shall arrange a meeting soon.

Friday, March 9, 2012

LOVE

Ever since Lizzie denied me, life hasn't been the same. I have no drive to live anymore. It will be a long hard road to finding love again. I love you Lizzie. Even my dearest companion Bingley does not love me anymore.